lazarus satruday

 

 

lazarus saturday

 

 

 

the weight of winter

made an evaporation

by one blade of grass

Herd

 

Herd

 

On another day a field

or two over from here

eight or so more so it’s not easy

to tell since winter is

 

yet & will be for weeks

more (but the snow has been

called back by the lengthening

presence of the sun

 

and all the run off that comes

with it) and all that is

dun all that is blonde

and blonde’s kin is this herd’s

 

safe place beneath

the bare trees stationed

at the base of the hill.  A horde

of acorn was all season

 

below the snow, and now

the deer are mostly noses

& slow considerate ruminates.

Some are soon

 

to lamb close to this spate

of oak & maple density.

Their months ago surrender

to rut has proofed.  Soon: loosed.

Fishing Winter

 

 Fishing Winter

 

Maybe in winter promises are

auraed with warnings: a promise

 

of snow, a promise of sun

but the temps well below zero.

 

The folks who take on such a,

well, I don’t know what to call it,

 

gift-giver, bluff-caller, that this

weather is, have been made

 

to earn these cautions.  Their eider

downs & various animals of wool. 

 

Their fists in their mittens.  Like this

sea in front of her

 

house, all steeped in vapor.  &

the boats, they all seem to be

 

cloaked in smoke, the ice is palling

the chain-made scallop drag.  In it all

 

a lost scallop shell, its meat

long hauled off by a gull or some other

 

wintering-over shore bird

that gropes & toes the rockweed &

 

tideline, this shell, nearly invisible, is

half now of itself.  Valveless.  What was just

 

being said about promises? or are they

warnings?  The boats are going

 

out today.  The sternman breaks the ice

with his mallet.  The captain smokes

 

& blows his coffee cold.  Somewhere,

though not here, not yet, a sun.

 

The sun.  What else can burn enough

to burn off the sea’s smolder,

 

the slabs of frozen water falling

back with a splash?  And who hears it,

 

soft and swallowed, on the face of it,

invisible ocean still making the boat

 

rock and rub up its mooring like that

half-feral cat in the kitchen at her leg? 

 

That merganser, maybe.  Lone and poking

below the water, drowning some

 

and rising some, in the sea that is

winter thick. Thick with smoke of risk.

 

With gamble.  Come on!  Set your stake! I

dare you to

 

come out.

I dare you.

House, Corner Lot

 at the Olsen House,

Cushing, Maine

House, Corner Lot

 

That haiku are thought

more often than written down:

light’s eight minutes old

 

who even knows that

so much of what is being

is somewhere else

 

nailing it down means

yes, a hammer, and yes, nails,

but too a roof, or

 

rough structured framework

bracketed to the flat, firm

cement the men poured

 

last week over stones

hauled in from some pit, then dumped

strategically on

 

the bottom, made smooth

with feather delicacy

of thumb and pointer

 

up/down up/down/up

down/left to right/left right 

smooth flat then flatter

 

the joystick’s his proof

in the excavator’s cab

his precise pattern:

 

five seven and five

right?  the pattern of breathing

while a hole is being

 

made, & being made

boxy & framed & finally,

hole’s filled partially 

 

to hold those wood bones

to hold open or closed

a window, a door

 

January 19th

 

fades...
for Hazel

 

January 19^th,

 

little enough wind, &

the old bend in the bough

of the lilac is for now a brief

yoke for yesterday’s,

for today’s, hours & hours

of falling

                        snow.  & below,

 

holding to the thickest

stem, a long

tune of bell-tubes,

whose clapper is a

dainty enough

hut-roof of fluff. 

 

This is the quiet

a tired soul might walk

through, might pause

 

on her now timelessness

in it all, watching the figures

the snow closes over,

their honest geometry

a familiar though cloaked

coincidence.  No split second  

nows merging into a cacophony

of thought

 

just simply now

and the belonging

to it. & even as this snow,

caught and paused in its own

falling by its weight of

waiting, will surrender to

 

some wind and some sun,

& fall to the moss-

covered stone wall the lilac

is rooted to, it will cool

the music that winter has

set in the throats

of the dark-eyed juncos

sorting through the blown

and scattered chickweed seed

harmonied at their feet.

She sees them.  She sees them

and is relieved. 

Near Mid-January

 

3/4 panorama
MacDowell Lake, Peterborough

 Near Mid-January

 

A small thaw has wandered across the lawn,

a widening eye.  Last

fall’s blonde offerings almond-shaped

in the blink unfreezing.  All of December’s near

foot of snow is now a thin misgiving, slippery.

I don’t know enough about the weather,

 

barely more than how to weather it.  Yesterday

near to 50, & our lake is slush now.  A boy

with his skates makes his way home, fist

gripping the blades, laces like hazy,

charm lazy, baby snakes.  They sway

 

against his ski-pants and make a language

I cannot translate.  But if I were

in his skin and walking away from the

untamed lake I might be awake enough

to say wait—it’s slush today and winter’s

 

not even close yet to staying. 

God’s off galivanting, and all that’s left

on bottom is deep

sleeping in the crust of mud it has made

itself a home in.  Something here too is

 

pulled, pulled the way an echo pulls, or

the way memory, stretched back, finds that

soap bubble waiting after all

this time, glossy, paused paused

watch it doesn’t pop.

 

Remedy for Being Cold

winter clam flats,
lubec, maine

Remedy for Being Cold

 

She sits in the timestorm time’s turned into,

shinedying in her easy chair.

 

Love is there:

                                    Christian Wiman

                                    Rust

 

When the hats arrived,

and the scarves,

all the way from Ireland

the ardent nigh smell of

the lamb, of the ewe,

her fleece, and her fleece,

 

speaks with a close

aroma, though not only

that, & not aroma alone

though that is what I

noticed.  And ardent

is probably wrong,

 

too ambitious a word

but I was caught off

guard & my nostrils

stopped & the cauldron

of sheep seemed immediate

if more than three

 

thousand miles…but

I tell you I wanted to fall

back on that air of salving

emollient & be washed

not in water but in the lanolin

of mother, to be

 

embedded into the wool

before it was lifted from her

skin, all burdock & fold-clay

caked, I wanted that,

and thought if I had it

I’d never again be cold.

water over, water
paused